I have to be elsewhere

prompt by Rick – Air Force Veteran – this was not the prompt for the past week. i am loosing track, and trying to catch up, trying to gain stability from this depression, so this is a writing from a few weeks ago now.

Wednesday, February 25, 2015 @

I have to be elsewhere

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did U not hear me

there is something I must do

there is a need to get my brain right

get my soul right

get me far and high in the ski to be able to feel the reasons why

why I breath today

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elsewhere

yes anywhere but here

even if it is momentarily

can’t U here me scream

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I have to be elsewhere

far from the PTSD

the depression and negativity

monsters on the eyelids playing in the night features

from my own loathing of me

wait a minute, that is part of the negativity

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I have to be elsewhere

by the beach

with a friend

thank U for the rescue

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i think this was a 10 minute writing, or was it a 5 minute writing