” in and beyond the mirror is love “
a candle by love in a RIP – Art manner
have U seen it flow from the site of hammers
blow by blow has it been nailed shut
has the point been made
has the ground swelled with emotions
–
wingdings in fixed things for a total congratulations
love in the arena of patience
love in the arena of nurture
love in the arena then of listening
with a gracious plan of affirmation
with a gracious plan for a journey
with a gracious path where one has room to expand
it is not what you may think it is
–
there may be different parameters for its concept to equal the idea of what it is
sometimes we find burrs
sometimes we find friction
sometimes we find that it is very hard to find
in us, and sometimes beyond the mirror
–
but now we are busy
looking deeper into the mirror to find a pattern we do not notice
a design shaping a new me, a new you, a new us
–
we are seekers
sought even after tears drowned us – and/or our pain of another, of others
maybe that pain is still there
but definitions of how to = they are our new companions to hug ourselves
and to get a hug
–
not an agreeable ear per say
not an atta-girl, or an atta-boy … which i hate by the way
no, not an appeasement, especially not for a fake soothing of the soul
but a concerned response to let you know that i hear you
and where do we go from here
–
may i suggest the Bahamas
maybe to go see friends all around the world
and how should a lack of funds person dare to dream this…
because, while on the road to more and more stability
the vision is in the dream
and the dream is hanging out with fantasies of your wildest imaginations
we are in the fullest of life, when it is that we can experience any of the fullness of life
–
i see some of you in me
i see some of me in you
something tangible to grab hold of
to share with the world
in a written word piece
in an abstraction from the abstractionist USMC Corporal – who RIP’s – art for the RIP he, and those he knew, those he knows in ghosted walked shores, and long halls with echo’s on walls of what used to be said, is still said today
=
dreams not dead
fantasies though hard to fathom still breathing a penΒ to paper breath
hopes still on the road to be hoped for
is an open door being closed, is a closed door being opened, is there a crawl space or an opened window, is that an automatic garage door opener, is the path through the gate a viable state of opportunity for you and/or for me!
–
bring me a little closer
tell me something more
ask me the right questions
and i shall ask you one more
=
family sometimes are not family
when the care not for the truth
when they try to manipulate you with fake religion
when they all of a sudden want to be a part of your life, or the life you wish to live
but don’t want to propel you, wish to bring no truth to the table, want not to talk about abandoning you in your greatest time of need, wish not to ask you any questions but to judge on false pretense of what they think they know – or what they want to psychologically beat you with because they are not the answers and are not interested in looking for them
i know your mind may be swishing in the circle of the whirlwind right now of abstractions, and the realities of fact checking forensically sound statements and writings shall soon unravel these mysteries. A bit quicker upon the seat of stability, the bed of a good night sleep, the key to a home that is not a closet to be depressed in as the stagnant carcinogenic air creeps to the lungs i wish to make healthy, to try to choke out the life of them, that no more words come forward
truth, it shall always shine
it has in the abyss of those trying to hide this, and whether anybody opens their mouths with it or not, the universe knows it.
so be truth for somebody today
if you know it
say it
smile for it’s freeing power
for the empowerment of i told you i did not make this shit up
i was subjected to it
and now because of your beauty, i am having the opportunity to live the truth that i have always been
the love that i have always given
now a broader road to civility has expanded opportunities for love to shine
thank U for following what is divine, your bravery is duly noted – i know your risk, and appreciate the value you put on what is truly precious
19.31.17 on 01.18.17


Awesome, I like this one…. powerful
Thank U so much Sandra… I haven’t been posting so much, but did another today from the group therapy – veteran writing group – and the “in and beyond the mirror is love” i wrote at a coffee house… peace and love and happy Wednesday – and all week long.