Just to understand

 ♡

my mind

what it missed

is still

what it misses

miss

♡

that first kiss

the caressed (lips) skin

so smooth and silky

and mine

♡

if even for

every short time

until it is

that she is ready to find

a heart pure is mine

♡

and yes

in this single mid I have

there is time after time

♡

the surrendering to the captivation

of this beauty and that beauty

and the beauty over there

and the lovely right here

♡

and oh, i study her fair

wishing it was i

who caused her tiredness pleasantly

eyes pinched on the train

just like me

so many times in drain

♡

today not an exception

but necessary for ink flow

to spill this person reflection

♡

I have not a big enough bank account

I’m broke and 10 $’s overdrawn

I have not a home big enough

I’m homeless and all the way gone

Away from the shelter

Wrong so very wrong

♡

But have I character

That which is ample

But to look @ me

U may bearely get a sample

But to take in just a little

For sure, leave U’r brain on scrample

♡

Skittled and scattered to just a bit of matter

So much so, to make U’r brain fatter

Cluttered and fluttered it is

Now puttering and muttering in a

♡

freeze from slow down

to just a taste, a teeny tiny drop on U’r tongue

and now U feel a tiny bit of hopeless

come to overrun my mind

and all of the time

and only me to work on it

even though it is not mine

♡

but  just that little bit

almost run U out of time

like how many times in the fall

have I went totallyout of my mind

to the point where several times did i

try so hard to cancel any more time

from keeping my anguished mind

I wish some one just to understand