” said nothing to missing U miss – preValentine ” 47days

just to see U’r face again

will we ever meet and when

taking us to that place again

of known looks to eyes met in the strangest of places

the 187 bus to old town Pasadena again

but was it just a fluke seeing

knowing we want to speak but never to have a chance again

when will i ever become brave

brave enough to even think what to say and then count to 10

and all in for the end – never knowing when time to stop tic again

for me and this time,

like it seemed to have done around 15 years ago depends

on if it is this time that i finally open up my mouth again

the full array of the positive that U are

reflecting from this soul – when U know it is…

” day in the dumps – preValentine ”

💔

single

yes i am

want to be

no i don’t

what i do about it

it’s lost hope

💔

do i want it to be

no i don’t

what can U do or say

i don’t know

💘

i am not a player

no place to play

i am not a balla

no money coming my way

💔

i am the pathetic

the apathetic i despise

for always giving up, and not giving it a try

i don’t know how

i don’t know why

💔 💟

for many years i say

i hope it will change this Valentines

a day where i will not be lonely

wanting for the cuddles

like an express shuttle

taking U’r feel good to the place of learning again – understood

❌💙  ❌💔   ❌💝

i don’t know if i will get it right,

i need…

” santa list – day after Christmas ”” santa list – day after Christmas ”

i was supposed to write this yesterday – December 26th

the internet went down

and i was down

✺ ❋ ✼ ❅ ❄

but i made a list for Santa

a few days too late

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