” said nothing to missing U miss – preValentine ” 47days

just to see U’r face again

will we ever meet and when

taking us to that place again

of known looks to eyes met in the strangest of places

the 187 bus to old town Pasadena again

but was it just a fluke seeing

knowing we want to speak but never to have a chance again

when will i ever become brave

brave enough to even think what to say and then count to 10

and all in for the end – never knowing when time to stop tic again

for me and this time,

like it seemed to have done around 15 years ago depends

on if it is this time that i finally open up my mouth again

the full array of the positive that U are

reflecting from this soul – when U know it is not just a show i send

not dumping all my thoughts before i get up and walk

putting them in all of my not waking it yet, and again

but to me and myself

this destructive hate is nothing but sin

a sin against myself, and a sin against U, and a sin against the world

a world that fill me full of positive energy

from all of my friends – who nothing but love me

shown time and time again

with messages that i am worthy

not just through speak

but also in the way that they treat me

treated with the full respect of the integrity to love i am

for this am i grateful

and never come up with a plan

though a plan may be good

a spontaneous path am i on

though a plan may be good

still have not been able to do so

in this single life i should

seeing U with the wind blowing your hair in blend