Here with some of the Veteran Fam
Terre Army Strong – Adam Army Strong – Wes Army Strong – Rick Air Force Strong and me – missing a few people Eric Army Strong – Lucy Army Strong Leilani the fearless leader – and Patrick the other Marine, and those who used to come, or came once in awhile, and those yet to come Women and Men Veterans of our fam.
i have not been here in awhile
i have a couple posts to posts
i want to be a blogger
but how can i be
when at times i beg for tomorrow
i see the heavens waiting
calling me plain as day
i am not really plain
and wishing for anything normal today
i published for the very first time
in a book of Veteran and Veteran family Writers
mine is behind the razor wire
where i sit at today
i do have visitors
reasruing my ghost
i do have plans
trying to get them out post by post
i don’t need pity
i don’t need a thank U for your service…
not in that way – like the empty i love you’s
i know there are meaningful people
all i need is a chance to live
i need a chance to live
i do need to be hired
a place where i won’t be fired … again
maybe as an artist
where my room is my studio
maybe i will escape skid row
maybe this August
maybe this year
i can barely keep my eyes open
hyper sensitivity to the lights i think
to the sun
to people talking
it all seem st affect me.
The ringing in the ears
the pain in the neck – c-5 through c-7 crushed thanks to the criminals
no thanks
let us go to the positive
this is what i try
but in the afternoon
just saying why
but i do wish to have a positive outlook
we go to the street today
we drive a ride this way
we take another step after straying into mental anguish
thank U to my Veteran family,to the Advocates of Wellness, and for those who really advocate our Veteran family
thank U
i will try the positive note
i am going to work on another idea today
put them all out there
see if the universe smiles for an opportunity to live a grand life
my dreams are bigger
because death has been ever present
the ghost wishes and dreams
to know what it is like being dead, life in an abundance of giving back… to a capacity of only the unlimited ideas… but how to get there
i have a dream
my friend still echoes
he was not my friend
but would he have been my frienbd
i think he is all of our friend
and all the family in that spirit
equality for all, civility for all
14:27:31 on 16/21/17