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the same monsters under my skin
but not the monsters you may be thinking about
i have been talking about terrorists before 9/11 2001
i still have a piece of art and maybe some writings
i know exactly the deplorable place i was
when the other deplorable event was happening
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the terrorists that i speak about,
their acts of terrorism were sanctioned,
they were allowed to murder a Marine,
that is the difference between the terrorists who came against a Marine, and the terrorists who came against the United States.
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The art is an envelope box covered with my RIP – Art
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RIP – art is about being murdered
Severe complex trauma
extreme depression
About criminals who converge against the soul of a saint – daily
every day, including today
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Many times a day
The threat of death
The attempts of death
And not being able to control
Putting myself before that death
to eliminate pain
Putting myself before my own contemplation of death
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No more to see dirt under my feet
Will i , would i feel the dirt over my feet
I have a friend that sais
if i kill myself
the pain will live on in the other world
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I hope she is wrong
I believe she is
Once the dirt blankets the body
There is no more nothing
Soon – all will be forgotten
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Who i am
Who i have always been
The same that i am today – but much more reserved
Reserved about trusting
Reserved about loving
Reserved about sharing
Reserved about living
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Sometimes – man, i want all the most wonderful life experiences
Only because i know i can’t have such
Only because i know people willingly commit crimes against love
Against me
do i lose that hope
constantly
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how they get away with it
Get away is all i want them to do
But they never stop
Incessant and repetitive
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Every day their crimes repeated
Everyday i lay waste
No matter the efforts of trying to avoid them
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Be victorious in the entity of love that i am
Be proactive to get a book finished
Focused on wanting to do the public speaking
To reveal their crimes
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Their being set in their lies that they tell themselves daily
The lies they have tried to use to persuade others
Most knowing the truth do not give in to their falsities
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Only those they control buy it
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Even if passive, they refuse to speak any truth
Because they know
Nothing but the lies
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They don’t know the background crimes of those who control them
They don’t care
Codependency is a crime against ones true self
Because one can never be their true selves
when manipulated by the overlords
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You know who U are
overlords and the manipulated alike
Come and get some
you will never stand again in your filth
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after i was released:
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from the concrete walls of prison,
the razor wire & electric fences,
the recidivists – not just the criminals in prison
but the guards and staff,
the court and state officials,
the public defenders –
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Bradley asked me – Do i have to do something to make it right?
I told him no, that was the responsibility
of 4 criminals who joined together to conspire against me
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reality though,
YES, everyone with truth, owes truth to JUSTICE
especially in a situation where the innocent is
imprisoned
murdered
oppressed
abandoned
deprived of rights
etc.
There is an obligation
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too many complications of exacerbated complex trauma,
severe depression, anxiety
the lack of quality time to talk it through etc.
and his lack of interest in justice
not only the manipulation of the 4 overlords
but his abusive vile manipulative ex-wife –
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therefore – i am abandoned
by one of many who has truth
truth for the vindication of a murdered Marine
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who knows the corruption of criminals in this system who sanction the crimes of other criminals –
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141921 9/11/18 – 20 minute writing – plus some edits
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This is the subject matter of a book i am writing, of public speaking engagements i hope to do, for the contribution of education of the unsuspected criminals – the sophisticated criminals who sanction the crimes of both the sophisticated crimes of a state prison guard and the not so sophisticated criminals who were willingly along for the ride – the feigning of innocence and scapegoating etc.
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I need help to write this – i need lawyers and forensics investigators. I need therapy and counseling
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I need help for the stability that has been stolen from me from the -over 21- years of oppression to these criminals and others who will be discussed in the book
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Please send any help and help ideas to
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Marine Corporal, kenneth james
P.O. Box 401
Pasadena Ca 91102
(Including book deals – movie deals – art contracts)
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If you have a CA residence {or Paris, Japan, Poland, Germany etc} that is private, secure (gated) where I COULD WRITE MY BOOK, live and entertain life opportunities that may appear in a much better environment – send a wonderful invitation to me:
kenneth james PO BOX 401 | PASADENA CA 91102
thank U very much
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If that is called artist in residence situation or someone who will mentor me in this book writing process – maybe someone who has or knows contacts that will be networks for me to be able to complete my book in 3-years or less.
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Or maybe you are someone who wants to gift me such a safe place for me!? Or maybe you know a person – we can meet with my veteran writers group maybe…
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Any DONORS or SPONSORS can help tremendously by buying a piece of my art
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https://1-kenneth-james.pixels.com/collections/7+feet+is+84+inches+and+is+2133600m
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Or any piece of art 3foot – to 7foot (basically the only art i can make a real living/profit on. Even the smallest pieces would help, and i would only need 20,000 people to buy my art this way, which isn’t that many people in the scope of L.A. alone
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But
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Click on the art piece for entire collection (196 to choose from)
kenneth james 